Behind the lens

It's a blessing to spend a Sunday afternoon taking a break from the madness of FYP, work and other stuff. Purely do nothing, occasionally falling asleep in front of the TV. =) And also to reminiscence on band works played since secondary school days. Good way to practice conducting strokes since I have good recollection of details from each piece. Having this wacky idea of doing a 8 hours continuous rehearsal, playing all the band classics. Alright, reality tells me its not possible, unless the musicians itself it insane too!

Out for my first ever photoshoot on Wednesday MORNING! The idea itself is a little insane, but it's sure fun doing it. Thanks to the efforts of fellow interns (photographers and models). Initially suppose to do another photoshoot but due to the heavy rain (not to mention flood too!), we had to cancel the entire thing. Back to this shoot, location is at Katong, so for people who know where it is, go figure what time i had to wake up. haha! Anyway, I am very please with the outcome of the shoot. We did have a post-photoshoot review, I guess I still have more to learn from them. Especially in the area of conceptualizing, finding the location, getting the people involve and composing that photo. Phew! Anyway, still manage to survive the day in the office despite waking up so early.

Planning another theme shoot on Friday morning. Can't wait! =)

Okay, back to more FYP work. School's starting in 3 weeks time!

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Walk the ground

The past week has indeed being a fulfilling gathering (at least at platoon level) even though we do from time to time grumble about the man in-charge and question why certain things have to be done in a certain manner & pace. Never forgetting the antics of some and the foolishness of others that still lives on ever since we parted our ways 2 years ago, only to relive those moments for a period of time over the next 10 years.

Being on the ground puts myself in new perspective of things as you get a bottoms up view of the world and try to understand each individual with its different background work together towards a common objective. I still find it intriguing given the vast differences within my platoon, we are still able to achieve common goals. Perhaps, it could be that we are in stuck in the same s*** and the only way out is to work together. So it brings me to my point, why can't we apply the same principles to the civilian world, having the common goal which all could work towards to and leaving individual concerns to be iron out by the individuals themselves.

Again, the comforts of urban living makes it hard to give up what we have especially being thrown out in the field to survive on the bare minimum. Being out in the field test one's physical and mental strength, with the heat beating down on you and yet task are to be accomplish. Adaptability, self-motivation and ability to rally the team would make up for the lack of fitness that we once have, thankfully mission accomplish and we get to enjoy the comfort we dearly yearn for. It is human nature to adapt to changing environment and make the best out of it, if you don't i guess you are pretty much boxed in and won't survive long.

Well, one down nine more to go. Begin to miss the laughter and jokes we shared during the pass 5 days already, it was a good break from the rest of the world. But back to reality, work starts again tomorrow.

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summer

so without thinking much, summer is once again here. the effects from final exams still leaves me very much unsettled, that's why exams are a disaster. but thankfully for Mr. Tchaikovsky and his violin concerto, made the journey a little smoother. credits to The Concert, catch this film if you haven't seen it. thumbs up!

so the last two weeks of classes were just wrapping it up with presentations, reports and more reports. i think i wrote more than i code (programming i mean). a little frustrating due to uncooperative team members. i don't blame me if the grades for the report is not up to your standards (i have repeatedly asked them to vet through). and oh yes, drew first blood for staying up overnight to rush through project. conclusion of it, not very productive. ha!

listen to some primary school band SYF and also down to give opinion and support to my close friend. excruciating pain to listen but its okay, the kids are puny and cute. especially those that play on the larger instruments like tubas. and the percussionist that have to stretch to their max to hit the black keys on the chimes. lol! so the bands that i am out to support did well, to my expectation.

so i guess i am going to bum around, burn a few calories and wait for time to tick by (oh shucks, 1 week of committing myself to the nation too). Offer for a trip to korea is damn tempting, then again i have to be goodie-two shoes and behave myself because its going to be a family trip. not my kind of idea for a holiday. shall see how it goes, if i am not in town means i am gone to kimchi land. Internship! Where are you?!

Have a fun summer people!

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it's week 12 already

Another week come and whisk by before your eyes. Lots of good and bad results/news came pouring out of everywhere!!! Still have quite a fair bit of reports and presentations to fight ahead. Always not forgetting the major battle of final exams. Its going to be a hard and bloody fight towards the end.

Took some time out to sit in front of the baby grand piano and play some tunes. It came to struck me that it been a very long while since I do that, most of the favourite tunes slowly fade off from memory and scores were nowhere in sight to read! Time to dedicate more time to my black beauty at home (erm... my piano). Horn lesson, totally lovin' it! End of the day, it didn't teach me the sounds and technique but it made me realise that confidence its the first step in accomplishing things.

"When your mind conceive and believe, you can achieve" - This is something that was knock hard into us back during sec. sch days. memories. =)

Praying and hoping hard for the best outcome from internship interview. I guess I fair pretty ok, kinda scary but good experience. Summer is coming and nothing is secured. argh! Well, at least, the day I receive the call for interview, i also got the notice for a super big 5 day gathering. Looking forward to bumming around with the other dudes but there are other agendas need to do too..!

Okay, its Sunday, its 6pm.. and I am in school. Argh! Hands itching to grab my baby, go out and shoot some pictures. Didn't bring it out today, and it's raining. Well, the up side is a good buffet dinner with family. Off to grab food now..!

Hmmm... how about some liquid gold too?

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*Piak!

Sometimes you just feel like sticking on the wall. =)

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Lo-Hei!

Traditionally eaten over the Chinese New Year period where family & friends comes around to toss a platter of colorful preservatives, vegetables and raw fish meat. Well, kids and adults all alike will take this opportunity to make a mess out of it leaving strands of vegetables all over the table and sometimes on the floor. Yes the FLOOR!

I don't know the significance of eating it. Well, it's the fun of doing it and to savour it once a year. Hope everyone have a good CNY so far.

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Symphonia: Teneramente

We went, we performed and the tunes still ring in my ear after we were gone. =)

Greatly miss that one night only performance. Perhaps this is the true meaning of putting up a concert, music that the audience that we can connect to, music that we enjoy performing and have a kick-ass of a time on stage. I wish i can be back on stage to do it all over again! =)

A concert need not be one filled with repertoire that have the running notes that run longer than an ultra-marthon, or notes that screams at the extremes of each instrumental range or rhythms that would otherwise require a complex equation to count. Lol!

Operation-wise, its as smooth as you can get, all thanks to a capable team of members to executing the key roles like Ticketing, F.O.H and Logistics. Not forgetting behind the scenes there were marketing, music and library. Thank you Thank you!

Lastly, all great concerts will not be possible without a wonderful and awesome horn section! Lovin' the ensemble sound. Nice!

Overall, the entire process is enjoyable though at times its a drag with all the looming assignments and presentations. And thanks to the magical power of a puny flu pill I manage to recover from a very very bad cold. One project down... Many more to go!

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Petals & Horn

Couldn't think of a better name. If you can, suggest one! When with a lomo feel for post processing this, not sure if i got the tone color right. Good fun experimenting with it. Original image was shot for program booklet design, i believe its being used for the booklet.

And one for the HORNS!

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Blunder

Well, for those who were in the list would have known the recent hiccup of an intention badly went wrong. I would say its a classic case of not obeying the rules to writing such message. Straight forward takeaway is to know who you are your intended recipients and craft your message according to that! ha! management comm...

Yes, its a big joke that we aren't able to access to proper facilities in preparation for a major event. But we have to be realistic about things, the limited amount of resource is here to stay until someone is willling to donate a 2nd basement or take over those pristine white buildings along side campus so that we can have a space of their own. So why not be flexible and make do with what we have?

Of course, moving off campus will be an awesome idea if and only if the location is equivalent or perhaps better off than what we have. Lots of factor to take into consideration, logistical, financial and perhaps most important of all the morale of people. Its all done in the best interest of the band.

Oh well, I hope the dust have settled. We learn from our mistakes, don't give them a hard time. Take a look at the bigger picture, a major project is coming up and shouldn't let these small setbacks hamper our progress.

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Rehearsal, Performance, Concert

It's been a mad week filled with band camp, rehearsals, performance and concert. Tinggling sensation on the lips. *Buzz..... Camp was good and music preparations are more or less on track to putting up a good concert come 12 Feb. We had our share of hair-raising moments of the repertoire that leaves tunes humming in our minds when we were not practicing it. Of course not forgetting the usual sessions of tau huay, beer and late nights. With my insanely back-to-back lessons to fill up the gaps in between, i am definitely shagged out by now.

Patron's Day gone by without a hitch (for the band at least). Moments of lameness when we try to self-entertain ourselves while we are basically stuck in the middle of nowhere waiting for other things to happen. Picture will speak for itself if there were any captured in the first place. =).

Well, a round of drinks and good fun will be good if not i have to retire early for next day's concert. Yups, MWS concert was kinda fun and relaxing. Wasn't really expecting myself to be involved after kena "pang seh" by the very person who asked me to perform. But hey, since i have given my promise, the least I should do is to follow the promise even though the amount of rehearsals attended was... *coughs!

Repertoire is very light and the afternoon gone by quite easy because there wasn't any stress of logistic or admin work. Haha! (Come next month GG!) and I get to leave straight for home after the concert! Wee..! Alright, basically the whole idea is just to have fun playing in the band with all the friends, a breath of fresh air on the choices of repertoire.

Next month, there will be standards and expectations to live up to. The pressure is on but despite all this, the band should not forgo the enjoyable process they should have. Everyone has their part to play to make it happen, have they started working?

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The Year Two Thousand and Nine

How has 2009 been? This year somehow whisk past at an extremely fast pace, perhaps is due to the heavy commitments of school that somehow I lost track of time as I buried myself into schoolwork and just ride along the flow of deadlines that never seem to end.

School
As usual is pack with lots of work and late nights which often ends up in the mad rush to catch the last available ride home. Of course the SIS staying over night in school thing did not happen this year even though there were a few miss-calls. Well, lots of takeaways and memorable experience from all the projects.

Sports
Been very discipline to be down at the tennis court every Sunday to hit a few green balls, manage to change my racquet to a mid-size pro racquet. Constant drills on the basic strokes and movements have seen improvement ever since I "re-pick" up the sport again. Gym training has been ups and downs. Crazy enough to join the run team, hopefully working towards my goal of completing Stan Chart marathon. (God bless my knees).

Music
The year started off with another click to the counter for another concert at VCH. But the highest point of my music learning is to be able to perform at Sydney Opera House not once but twice (which one includes a STANDING OVATION!) and also the various venues in Sydney as part of the trip. It certainly did justice to the previous flopped attempt of performing there due national commitments. The ensemble performance was definitely something fresh from the usual. Somehow there is something lacking in the repertoire selection attempted this year, missed playing transcriptions. As I constantly search the web, clicking on links that lead me to works after works of really beautiful repertoire, only if I can attempt them.

Myself
Completed the compulsory national commitment (and was a good time to be away from all the emails and work too), something is best not to owe but well, 10 more years to go. Had good holidays in Bangkok and Sydney, three in a row would be nice. Shall leave that to next year, hopefully will be able to go somewhere far and long too! Will always work on improving myself, better control of temper and let things go easier. I rather not let the stress of competition rule the better of me. Relax and carefree life, do the things you enjoy the most!

Well, 2009 has been a rather good year and I enjoyed the entire process, many thanks to the people around me. Let 2010 be a continuation or better the year before. Happy new year to all!

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Gig

Now imaging a concert band performing against the backdrop....

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The most wonderful time of the year!

It's once again the most festive season of the year and coming close to mark the end of 2009. Well, while soaking in the carols of Andre Bochelli's My Christmas on tv pass the stroke of midnight, the brightly-lit Christmas tree sparkles catching the attention of my eyes and I can't resist the temptation of taking out my newly adopted baby to snap a few shots.

Hopefully more good shots to come from tonight's indulgence of traditional christmas treats and wine, not forgetting the presents too... Merry Christmas everyone!

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Unexpected

One of the few moments in life is to have something that will catch you off-guard. Positively or negatively, savour the moment because unless you re-create it yourself, its never going to happen again. If its good, your are bless, if not, take it as a learning opportunity. For me, the surprise I received left me dumbfounded but rejoice as its something that I have dreamed and hope for a very long time except that it came in a rather unexpected manner and I guess the minimal I could do is to use it to do something in return.

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Reminiscence

It's a nice feeling to once again walk through NP where I had the best 3 years of tertiary education. The place is so familiar that without thinking how, I am able to take cut across the campus even though the last time I step into that place was almost 3 years ago.

Most of it hasn't change much, even if it does, it would have just missed my eyes. Except the for the clubhouse where I witness the destruction of the building. Well, its a place where I would do horn indivduals and combine band rehearsal, a place where I will snooze out in the ICT clubhouse during long breaks and where my entire freshman camp committee would camp out just to plan and prepare game materials, talk about practically anything under the sun and other foolish stuffs. And yes, not forgetting the canteen where it houses the best western and jap food and where guys will oggle at the business school babes. lol! Sad to see it go, but it have too really...

Except for the buzzing yet relax student life, everything remain unchange for now. Brought back real deep memories. Only if I had time to explore the whole campus again especially Block 27/31, that is if you know where i am refering to. =)

Well, back in SMU to complete the last project in hand...

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The team

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Tannhauser - Pilgrim's Chorus

Beautiful! It will only be a dream to play in the orchestra together with the chorus. =) Enjoy!

Once more with joy O my home I may meet,

Once more ye fair, flowery meadows I greet.

My Pilgrim's staff henceforth may rest

Since Heaven's sweet peace is within my breast.

The sinners plaint on high was heard,

Accepted by the gracious Lord.

The tears I laid before His shrine

Are turned to hope and joy divine.

O Lord eternal praise be Thine!

The blessed source of Thy mercy overflowing

On souls repetant to seek Ye, all-knowing

Of hell and death, I have no fear

My gracious Lord is ever near.

Alleluia! Alleluia!

Eternally, Eternally.

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Game of Catch up

Well, it's becoming a norm to be back in school on the weekends. I have forgot when was the last time i spent an entire saturday at home, bumming around perhaps. The past week was quite a bumpy ride actually, with all the back to back meetings in between classes and lots of guilt in missing out on some group projects because of others with a nearing deadline.

While in the mad rush out of the house today, my dad kinda commented that i have to rush to school again. Yes, home has perhaps become a place to plonk myself on the bed, charge a extremely flat battery before roaring to go again. All I can say now, its just the beginning of a mad rush to the end a.k.a Week 15.

Well, horn quartet practice later on in the day. The quartet will be doing its debut performance at a school event. I have good faith that the section will pull of the performance well. Now back to ethics... (*hmm... ethical to stop work and rant here? oh well..) =)

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20 Minutes

Ever thought what you can achieve in 20mins?

I was truely blessed with an opportunity to sit in for a piano masterclass today. The clinician was going through the topic of piano peddling, sharing the various techniques to control the pedal without losing the color of the piece. Especially on parts where the tones are the key points of the passage. The piano pedal could actually make or break the piece just like how the clinician describe today. Paraphrasing what he said today, piano pedal when put use in a wrong way is like spraying a layer of high gloss varnish over a painting, as a result it could just blur away all the colors and the sharp drawing of the painting.

Well, one key point he touched on was to memorize the piece. It just give the performer the freedom to express the piece more freely rather than being bogue down with the various notations and marking on what's to be done at certain parts of the music. Without a doubt, the performer indeed showed her brilliance of the piece as the score is removed from sight. His point has re-affirm one practice i always do when comes to performance. Memorize. =) I am sure glad i did the right thing in the past.

Another key point taken away is the choice of words to describe the mood of the piece. Instead of using loud, why not use bright. Its basically using colors and light to describe things. Hmm... Interesting stuff.

Yah, all these are shared within a short span of 20 mins. Overwhelm with his thoughts and ideas but its fulfilling. =) Just a side thought during that session, i wish i could have dedicate my life to music, drop the books, forget about emails and just spend hours practicing on the piano. How wonderful can that be?

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Rants and rumble

just went you thought that life was heading in a better direction, it just came tumbling down again. sucks yeah? Oh well, it just take some courage to get back on your feet and ready to go again. =)

Convocation was truely a blast especially hearing the keynote speaker address. Now i know how he is able to build Asia biggest budget carrier. Well, it still doesn't change my impression of flying budget. lol. Other than that, things went almost smoothly as planned except for erm... shall not mention it. =)

Nice seeing the platoon again over the weekend. Remember the last time I saw them was almost a year ago. Well, it felt like being back to where i belong, unlike that short stay back to my former unit during the summer where I totally felt out of place. The people are the same, jokes are the same, just that we moved on since then. Take away from that day, is sometimes you need to ignore crap from your highest superior and that leadership style can never be adapted to real world use.

Another event that kept me thinking. Its something that i didn't really feel happy about perhaps as a duty of a senior I would have failed to teach certain values. But seeing that newborn, it just melts you away by how cute they look but then again you will worry about what is going to happen to that kid in years to come. Argh! fustrating. Damage done, pray for the best. =(

Okay, back to studies..

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